Follow the Bouncing Blogger

this post isn't for general consumption, won't be publicized except to a few. I wrote this a minute ago to a friend, (fellow patient) about my day:

jezzus. i was back and then i was gone again - I went to the doctor's to ask for some colonopin or other benzodiazapemes, and she said, "How are you now?" and I said fine and she said, I'd like you to see a psychiatrist for the right thing (she's a GP) and I was like, I can wait...and within an hour (low blood sugar and stressful situation) I was a manic raging freak...

I'm hanging tight now, had some worky meetings that went well, actually hunkered down in a coffee shop waiting to meet a friend with some colonopin. hey...wanna do a bipolar blog with me? I don't want to post this in my regular blog, but I just sorta feel like...

weird

I'm putting this out there because I want everyone to know...it's a little freaky right now, things have been *very* up and then flat...not depressed, precisely, but calm...(I don't get "depressed" in the strictest sense of the term anymore, thanks to the Lexapro.)

There are two people I am thinking about as I write this, but a few more might get it. I want people to know that I'm freaky-deaky, but fully aware - my doctor knows, my therapist knows, my mom and my step-dad know...I am with and amongst friends and they know too. So - no worrying, okay? No really. If you're worried, just call me (505-514-4774), but I got mail from a friend far far away about wanting to talk to me, and if YOU are worried, don't be. It's not "okay", but I'm not too far from understanding people that anyone needs to worry too much.

gregoryp(tm)